Today's story

Waking up in the morning, I saw something in my screen computer. I saw there was an inbox go in. It was from Timothy. He inbox me to explain. Actually, I knew he got another account other than this new one, the prev one and the one I have in my friend list. Well, it's okay. It is his own life. I don't want to force other people to be my friend.

Today, the whole morning we have a motivational talk. Well, its okay-okay. I know I almost want to sleep during the motivational talk. ~.~  Because they keep repeating the same words. There's nothing new about it therefore its boring for me.

Secondly, during stay back today, I didn't eat my lunch. Well, I don't really care about my health now. What for do I need to be care of it? If I don't want to eat, then I don't want lo. Hais I gotta walk alone with myself. Holding a lucky star that was a present from timothy. Yet, bring the guitar pick along inside my wallet. I don't know why, as long as I am with them, I could feel that I am safe as he is there beside me to protect me. Well even though it is not.

Sitting on the bench at the canteen. Talking to myself but suddenly, my brain thinking of Timothy. Well, it is actually about the "Sky and Star". My brain was thinking something true. That Sky is always there but Star didn't. Even in the morning.. you say.. its sky. afternoon, evening, night.. you will say the same thing... "its the sky", but... "star". Did you ever say that is star? no right? thats why im writting short storry about it.

I send this to him:

A sky and star. A sky could just stand by itself without a star. However, star couldn't stand by itself. Without sky, the life of a star will be plain. The sky said, the star are always shining and he asked the star to not let the cloud to cover her eyes. The star tried to listen to him. However, after few weeks or is it.. few months? the sky start to take a distance. star can feel it and not able to stop it. the star could only cry by herself now. no one to talk to. no one to share. and one day, it will be just a plain background for the star. and the star will stop shinning. and star has lost her great friend and regret for being selfish to like the sky before. but the star just hope to have another one time to see each other. hoping for a time. hoping for a longer life. when the star disappear, will the sky still remember the star?

written by: inaarah
[2nd May 2011]

I don't know why, but, as time goes, I always see.. my life is like something that will be happen like that. Usually a symbol of another life. I think, I already one of the star up there. And its the only my soul who typing this. Maybe once they found out my body, they will not able to see me again.