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Wednesday, 27 July 2011

Friday, 22 July 2011

Hy everyone.

First of all .. I would like to say that I will be busy nowadays. I've to go to study for my future. I hope you guys will understand it. I think, maybe I am here just talking to myself. I don't know if there is a person reading this blog though. However, I am still hoping. I am a girl with hopes.

Oh yeah, I am lately busy with my study and knitting. I am actually want to give someone present for his birthday and I hope I did manage to finish it. Erm, I don't think I have guts to give him this. He have his own life and start forgetting me. I don't know why am I still not forgetting him. Its hard and I don't want it to happen. I miss playing game with him and spend time with him. But, he said, he have girlfriend already. So, I think, I am lonely. I am used to it. No one want me but when there is someone beside me, they will just hurt me at the end. I am just an ugly girl.

"There is no forcing in love. If you love someone you should let him go even you still feel you love him. Please never give up and just wait.  Believe in miracle that will happen to make you two together."

I always take this is part of my life. I only have best friends, parents, siblings, families right now. And I am glad I have them. I used to have him as part of this life. But, I acted too over that makes him hate him. I regret. And 'sorry' is no longer available. There is no return to the old times... But there will always be a future time to make a change. I believe where is my destiny. I just hope, there is fate between me and him. Even though, it just a friend. As long as he could make me smile again.

Hm, sorry if I always get so emotional when it turns about love. I can't stop my self from doing it. By the way, I am not feeling well nowadays. Yesterday I got stomach cramping. I was asked to get rest and stop my knitting. but, should I? I don't know. I was easily get headache.. and sometimes it turns my sight so blurry. Is there something happen on me?

I am scared if I had to leave.. before seeing him.

Friday, 15 July 2011

Meow ^^

Annyeong haseayo!

Planet Award @ Max Pavilion.

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"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"... zzz its noisy..:3

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btw.. I am happy now.. Who can guess where I am now? =D
Please come to my place if you know where am I..  but.. don't tell anyone about it.


-love from Hualien :D

Friday, 8 July 2011

Hmm.

Nowadays it so silent. I hardly talk to him nor seeing him just in maple. He is avoiding me. Nor he asked me not to talk to his brother again. This is the reason why, I didn't trust boy or even start a relationship with them.I failed in friendship how about in more serious relationship? I'm sure I will failed too.

Hm, I don't know if I am being so emotional lately but things drag me. I was sick few days ago and now I am relieved. But, there is problem I had now. Lately I am so tired. Mentally and physically. I used to have him to release my pain so that I can feel better and energetic. However, it didn't work anymore nor he don't want me to care about him again. I am sad actually. Should I just... disappear?

I want to make a decision that I might not regret it one day but to think to leave him is already pain. I dont know what to do now. I like and love him but he didn't. How can I born this way? why.... everytime i love someone, it wont last long? is it fate? can i just have a chance?

I don't know if I am still breathing now. I feel like..... its empty. I bought a couple necklace that I am thinking to give him but we are not couple. So, I won't give it to him. My hand feel so numb to write this post. I want to make him happy ... then, should i just leave him? like what he want it to be?

I always thinking and ask my self whether I will be still alive tomorrow. Keep looking at the bright sky and shining star. The wind breeze making a soft sound and whispering me a thing that I cannot understand. Sometimes I close my eyes to think the way but I scared if its not the real one.

If I am not breathing tomorrow, will he remember me? I hope so and would like to tell him I will still wait for him. If I am not breathing again, I hope I still have a chance to look at him up there and protect him. I badly want to see him in real face-to-face and stare at his face. I was to see him smiling. When he cry, I want to lend him my shoulder and wipe his tears. When he is in hardship, I want to help to make it light and solve it.

People love other peoples because of their appearance. But for me, I can't explain why I love someone especially someone  like you. You give me power to move on when I broke up with my ex boyfriend but now you are leaving me.Is it because you have one? Maybe it could be. But I will be still waiting. Even I am not around, one thing  I want you to know, I will still wait for you until God takes me and its a promised. I was to see you badly. Please...

God........ please fulfil my wish... I want to see him badly.. If I still have a long life, can you just exchange it with seeing him in person and talk to him? please? I never feel like this before... It hurts me.. not to see him...its hurt so much. Even though it will disappoint me to see him... I still want to... I dont know if i am stubborn but i beg you for  this.

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

important ANNOUNCEMENT.

hye everyone. I guess I will be not around awhile. And I won't be able to maple since when i downloaded the new client.. my comp get error. Actually I was patched it.. but my maplestory exe gone as i run the patch. oh yeah, i won't be around too.. because I am not feeling okay lately. Maybe it just too tired from school because I had my exam. Sorry but I can't keep it up. My body too weak. Even now, I am typing this.. Very hard because I have lie down. I hope to see you guys soon. I am tired. give me break ...


LoveInaarah.608

Tuesday, 5 July 2011

so TODAY

today was kinda boring. I don't know but its totally boring.

its like..... lazy to WAKE UP!
and..... i won't let my body get up until 6.00am :D
because I was super tired. was sleep at 3.00am in the morning. so ....its totally like... 2-3 hours sleep.

so yeahhh.. today is.. Physic. i regret for one question which i was sure about but i rub the answer off and change it.... pfft. i hope i can resit it. HAHAHAH....
after that...................... urgh.. I feel like boring to write... can i.. have SLEEP now? i will be back .. as i wake up.. but .. on my book.. not with the laptop.. =D


love him more than anyone do. love him more than i love anyone else. =D
OH INA!
SHUT UP with your mouth.
get your butt to the book now!!!

old update on 20th June

This is just few picture during my birthday....














AIKO SUSHI MY BEST SUSHI PLACE :)

Monday, 4 July 2011

4th July

first of all , its HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to Wilfred ^^
yesterday was his birthday and almost everyone are forgetting it. Pity of him. but glad I remember yesterday and so greet him.


so today we had fun at school after stressing up with our exam Chemistry.
it was so damn HARD and we had not enough time to do it. I skip many question. that's not my fault. who ask teacher to make us answer all. to follow what Cambridge do, we only have to choose for essay part and the question won't be all on ORGANIC CHEMISTRY. zzz. I am kinda disappointed for the paper.


oh yeah, Fatin went home before I met her. because she HAD HEADACHE. I guess she have to resit the exam. all of us are going to zip our mouth for what question come out. its so damn hard.


since me, fifah and ummi were stress about it. zihah wasn't with us. she was busy with her boy friend. so... WE watch the aeroplane and jet that come from BRIDEX. lol. its FREE show. so... we take chair..waiting for every of it... come!


and... since its end, we watch some promotion introduced by Ummi. we are using mang yin's phone. since we are too good, we follow school's rule not to bring phone. :D so.. we spend much of our time with. it. :D and .... it was so FUN!

so... tonight, i END UP myself in HOSPITAL. because I am recently sick .  and today it was so worst that my sternum was very pain! so glad they put me in emergency room so i can be threaten faster. as usual, you were ask to *_______* to check the heart beat. Zzz.... the result will always come up with NO PROBLEM. then the doctor ask me, if I am under pressure. so then i told her, i have problem in my friendship. which end me up with vary pain headache. 

Sunday, 3 July 2011

Crying

I'm listening to a song and it reminds me of him. My tears come out and I don't know how to control myself from crying. His words hurt me so much. I feel like no one want to be my friend. Maybe, I am born to be alone. No family, no friends, no soul-mate. I lose my hope now. I don't have mood to study. I don't care about my exam. For what do I have to study if I am not happy? Nor anyone won't be happy with that. I don't have people to support me. I hate myself. Such ugly, fat, lame person. That's me!

Why do I have to born if my life like this? I am getting stress with it. I think, when I cannot hold anything anymore, I decided to jump off from building or maybe.. should I just take a knife and cut my nerve? I feel like I want to die early. but i dont want to take die so easily....

Timothy,
He is my best friend. I don't know, when he is around, I will be happy. Now, it is hard for me to smile but so easy to let the tear drop falling to the ground. I regret for everything.

I don't believe anyone anymore. I can't trust anyone. I can't love anyone. I can't!!
When I trust them and love them, I end up with pain. I can't live this way. I don't have pride if its continuously like this. But please god, send me a real guy that can make me happy. I need it. For the sake of God and my health, I need it. I need to be love by someone before my last breath. Please make my wish come true.

Sunday, 19 June 2011

Bored

Can i celebrate my birthday with kor tonight? =X but i scare later my dad off wireless... since tmrw school.. I am sad leh... Tmrw school.. right on my birthday.. Mom.. not even say advanced birthday like she usually did.. nor my dad... he just walk pass by me... i realise.. i didnt talk much at home.. hais..
im stupid right? why should i cry ? is it because of the problems i have.. or.. is it because my birthday is on school day? :'( I dont know if i should be happier or not.. but... hais... I always be the sad Inaarah. Never smile.. never happier like everyone else..
maplestory game.. show me lots of different people.. different character.. i like to be in the guild.. they are so kind.. light.. the hyper boy.. always say grats when ppl level up.. sun.. our boss.. like to help ppl.. well.. now he ask for some money to do it.. because he also need earn money.. oxygen.. also nice.. childish.. emo.. hmm.. i dont knw.. never get so close with her... my own kor? hmm.. it always be him...  i am happy to be with them.. hope i can go celebrate my bfdy with them.. Bye everyone..

Saturday, 18 June 2011

COUNTDOWN!

im SWEET SEVENTEEN ^_^ soon. :)
can't wait for it.............. :P
my new age, my new life, as i get old xD as near i am to death O.O"


^^ Happy Advanced Birthday to Me =P

EYNA!

Lol hi everyone~! zzz sorry. But i guess I am not going to continue what I post on the previous time. :D so lets talk about today story :P
so yeah today I wake so late. as usual holiday let me free a bit. as when school restart again, i have to wake up so early in the morning. ^^ so yeah, i straight away go mapling as i wake up. :P Then, I go to have breakfast. Mom cook some mee (i dont know what its name) then i go eat some porridge. :D The porridge dont have taste. o.o but mom said, its salty. So weird.
SO yeah, i am having my shower very late today. Not going to tell you what time. If that person know, he/she will also scold me for that. phew. i just hope my school life day end le and then i can entre poly or uni already. or study overseas. :D because, i dont like the school here. its not because not good quality. its good . but, i am having problem with meeting people. :D There is lot of 'so-called' bestfriend or friend :) so yeah, so hard to trust them. luckly i have brother :)
Well, he did ask me before.. why I never be so close with other people. and ... he said i always be on my own world. Actually I am too scared to go out. i like to be by my own self and be friend.. with people around me only. i scared if people is trying to bully me or hurt me. Since i am too dependent to my parents. =X but now,,  i am not anymore. so.. i am scared.
i dont know why but my mom looks like she didnt like me. i regret to be born. i regret much. as no one can love me as how much i love them. start from family. i was being hurt and hit since i was kid. no justice too. i wont forget about those bad memories. its hurt me much. then as i enter school.. got friend who backstab me. got friend who grabbers. got friend who lie at me.. got friend who hurt me. got friend who talk behind me. thats make me unsafe and scared.
my previous life make me scared. i am not a good girl before. now.. i dont know. i am scared when any guy touch me. it remind me of my ex-boyfriend who touch me. theres no one ever touch me.. i mean guy of course.. bt when i let him hold my hand... then he break my heart.. i already lost trust to any guy.. or even believing them is so hard. its make me so hard to accept love or find it.
i know at first i like my kor. but to think back, since he didnt like me too... i think we just better be friend and brother and sister. i dont want to let him hurt. so , i think i will sacrifice for my friendship :) friends make me happier.. than being in love. when im in love, i think, i usually forget about my own friend. so yeah, i guess, to make it not happen, its better for me to be just friend with any guy.. :)
also i have to focus on my study :) and i will always keep my promise not to start relationship with anyone until my kor approve it ! :)

-loves everyone =)

Hi readers.

Hi everyone!

Its been quite a long I have not been updating my blog. Therefore here I am now. I usually explain for why I am not able to update right? So, I was kindly busy nowadays even though it is school holiday. After tomorrow, the school will start over again. =D Holiday is boring. I cant get rid of myself from studying because it is so nice to study. Let my brain not to work, will be so hard for me. That's why I went to play MapleStory since I am bored and yeah, y'know. :)


Yesterday, I went to my cousin engagement day. Uh, it was so tiring. Well, I met my classmate too. She is my cousin's cousin. :) So we are related. Oh yeah, back to the story. So yeah that morning, I was busying myself with game after just done-ing my Maths D homework. *sobs* Never say no homework for holiday. =) but, its good though. So yeah, I was talking with my friend, T. Until I forget, that afternoon I am going to attend that engagement day. Zzz. I run my self to shower! Haha!!!

Arrived le. Then its kinda disappointment at first because I almost didn't get my Hello Panda chocolate biscuit. Oh my god, if my kor found out, I will die. Haha! but don't worry, I didn't eat it *grin* be a good girl. So yeah, since my cousin is a boy, so we need to go to his 'so-called-fiance'.  We have our own reason for that. :D

going to be continue.. im gaming.. :P

Saturday, 4 June 2011

Here is my composition :D

" A disappointment"

In our lives, disappointment usually occurs. We are human and it is not true when someone says there was nothing that made them feel disappointed. Disappointment makes us feel very miserable. A regret is a disappointment too. I've been through it lots of time. I get disappointed by my parents, siblings, relatives, friends and even strangers.

It was a blissful day and I met a young man. Actually, I was too afraid to talk to new people especially when the person was a guy and awfully good in speaking English. My English is very terrible and that is why I was timorous to talk with him. My heart was pounding very fast. However, he greeted me first and it made me feel serene. That was when I found out his name was Sly. We really did talk a lot on the first day we met, therefore we decided to meet again and exchanged contact numbers.

The next day we met, the weather was very unpleasant as the rain fell very heavy. He came, appearing in the pouring rain, with haste towards me under my umbrella. His hair was very wet and I could see that he was cold. I had a coat with me so I lent it to him. We walked together to get to a place where we could take shelter until the rain had stopped. Then, we finally found a place which was located near the 24-hour's shop.

"Do you want to have a cup of hot tea?" I asked him. His body was shaking and by then I was starting to worry if he really had a fever. I told him, I'd leave him for awhile to buy hot tea at the nearby shop. By the time I returned, I saw him sleeping on the bench and his nose was bleeding. I woke him up, panicking because I thought he was dead! As he woke up from his sleep, he told me to give him tissues and he acted like there nothing had happened. We spent our night together looking at the blinking stars as the rain stopped falling. By the end of our date, he asked me to be his girlfriend. Well, I accepted him.

Days after that, I went to his house to hang out. "Peep...peep..." He received a fax. It was a letter, but he did not let me see it. However, he told me that he had got a scholarship in Australia and he would be leaving the next day. To let him go was very poignant, but I had to because it was for his future. Then, the next day came, I went to take him to the airport and gave him a hug before he left. He told me, he promised to send me letter as soon as he arrived there. I could only stand and stifled tears watching him leaving.

Day after day there was still no sign. I was waiting for his letter. The tree outside my house started to lose its leaves. Every morning before leaving my house, I would check my post box hoping there would be a letter from him. A week after that, I was shocked that he finally sent a letter. It was not only a letter but with a parcel. I hurried to my room and opened it. It was his dairy with a letter. He wrote:

"I am sorry to lie to you but actually I didn't mean it. I went to Australia to have my last chance to stay alive. I have to take a therapy in Australia. I know that I never mention it to you. It was because I didn't want you to pity me. By the time you receive this, I am nowhere. Here, I did send you my dairy which I wrote from the first time I say you until my last breath. Also, I send you my health report. You once told me that you are the star in the darkness of night, but please listen to me. The stars are always shining and please don't let the clouds cover your eyes. I hope you understand what I mean."

My eyes were full of tears and my life was ruined like a melody on a piano which turns out of tune. I was hoping there was a bridge that could bring me back to the past again. I was so disappointed that he didn't tell me the truth. I can forgive him for doing that but he made me disappointed and let my life turn to dust. Since the time seemed disappear in dusky sunlight and smoke, his leaving made me scared to start any relationship with any other guy because I have lost my confidence and I was really disappointed to let him go. I just hope God will keep him in heaven, peacefully.

^^ so yeah, i hope you enjoy it. Love you all -Muacks!

Hello

Hye everyone I'm sorry for the late update. :D I have been busy for my June O-level. :D Anyway how are you guys doing? ;D Sorry that my story in here isn't really interesting to listen. but, I am here to share my story. :DDDD So yeah.! I know right! I am so hyper today. I also don't know why. Er, actually I don't have anything to say but I would like to post one of my English language's composition. :D I scored 21/30. Please feel free to read. :D comments are allowed. Anyway any comments just see my email right over on the left side. and send me e-mail :D

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Variety Ingredients

Oh god, I went to school very late. I woke up and saw my clock was 6.50am. Which means I was late for school so I rushed my self to take shower and go to school. I slept so late last night at about 3am? He-he. I am doing my project not playing. Since I rushed to school, I forgot to print handout for the Chemistry presentation today. I am bad role model at school. Shouldn't be a prefect :D but, it's not my fault. As teacher also knew it that I can't come early. Well, it's not because I wake up late but my dad are the one who late. It just today, that I am the one who late.

Oh right, I tiptoe to the other way so that I wouldn't have to write late's slip. Since I saw Mr. Nick, so I just straight away went to his class *waft*. Today is very tiring but enjoying. Good  news, presentation is extended because the time was not enough just now. ^^ So, my group is SAFE *worship to God*,

Last but not least, my bag and fatin's bag was lock in the classroom. Well, it was actually the block are the one that they locked. So, me and her have to run to admin to ask for keys. However, the keys were not there and teacher asked us to ask key from our ex- science teacher. BUT he said, find sir Az for the keys. So it was like we have to run from one end of school to the other end of it. T.T

Another good news, our filming today, are good. If I am not mistaken all the scene were already taken and only left with editing the videos. Since it ended so quickly, I went home earlier but my mom picked me 45 minutes late. For sure, I don't like being late actually unless there is a reason. Mom bring me to Soon Lee to buy stuff. Then we went home. And i spend my time with Angry Bird. HAHA.. oh yea! Gonna make you lose again Nif for the taptap revenge :P

kay i need time to read for my June now. byeeee ;) b4 tat let me share some pict.. will put on new page i guess

Monday, 2 May 2011

Today's story

Waking up in the morning, I saw something in my screen computer. I saw there was an inbox go in. It was from Timothy. He inbox me to explain. Actually, I knew he got another account other than this new one, the prev one and the one I have in my friend list. Well, it's okay. It is his own life. I don't want to force other people to be my friend.

Today, the whole morning we have a motivational talk. Well, its okay-okay. I know I almost want to sleep during the motivational talk. ~.~  Because they keep repeating the same words. There's nothing new about it therefore its boring for me.

Secondly, during stay back today, I didn't eat my lunch. Well, I don't really care about my health now. What for do I need to be care of it? If I don't want to eat, then I don't want lo. Hais I gotta walk alone with myself. Holding a lucky star that was a present from timothy. Yet, bring the guitar pick along inside my wallet. I don't know why, as long as I am with them, I could feel that I am safe as he is there beside me to protect me. Well even though it is not.

Sitting on the bench at the canteen. Talking to myself but suddenly, my brain thinking of Timothy. Well, it is actually about the "Sky and Star". My brain was thinking something true. That Sky is always there but Star didn't. Even in the morning.. you say.. its sky. afternoon, evening, night.. you will say the same thing... "its the sky", but... "star". Did you ever say that is star? no right? thats why im writting short storry about it.

I send this to him:

A sky and star. A sky could just stand by itself without a star. However, star couldn't stand by itself. Without sky, the life of a star will be plain. The sky said, the star are always shining and he asked the star to not let the cloud to cover her eyes. The star tried to listen to him. However, after few weeks or is it.. few months? the sky start to take a distance. star can feel it and not able to stop it. the star could only cry by herself now. no one to talk to. no one to share. and one day, it will be just a plain background for the star. and the star will stop shinning. and star has lost her great friend and regret for being selfish to like the sky before. but the star just hope to have another one time to see each other. hoping for a time. hoping for a longer life. when the star disappear, will the sky still remember the star?

written by: inaarah
[2nd May 2011]

I don't know why, but, as time goes, I always see.. my life is like something that will be happen like that. Usually a symbol of another life. I think, I already one of the star up there. And its the only my soul who typing this. Maybe once they found out my body, they will not able to see me again.

Friday, 15 April 2011

Maybe.

There is a thing I scared to be happen in my life. I scared one day, I couldn't give birth. I have this problem on my pelvis area. Sometimes there is pus. I am scared if it something really dangerous in my life. According to website I check, most of it have different view but commonly said, if its fatal, it may cause a women can't give birth due to infertile. Also, they said, it may cause death.
I am wondering. There's lot of thing that happen in me. I got pain on my sternum area whenever I am stress. There's sometimes, when I am not stress, this pain also come attacking me. I felt very pain and couldn't move my body. As I move, the pain will more painful. There's one time in the past,  I was attacked by it. Very painful like I got a heart attack. I may not know how it feel when heart attack. But I slightly can't breath when I feel pain.
Third things I have is, usually my left part of waist, or maybe its abdomen? I have pain in there. The pain is not too frequent. I usually hold it with my hand when its pain, and try to move and do some stretch. However, when I felt it is hurt to do stretching, I won't do it. Then just let the pain gone by itself.
last thing I had is, I must eat rice everyday.this happened after I was got gastric years ago. Without eating rice in one day, can cause me pain in stomach. even though i have eat other than rice, still the pain won't go.


talking about the first one, that cause DEATH and NOT PREGNANT. makes me scared.
TIMOTHY was once asked me if i hide something from him. actually i don't want to hide it. but im still unsure about it. so i can't tell him till i get the correct result. i am sorry. if i really will die, i just hope timothy will always remember about me if i died. And makes sure he knows that he is my TRULY BEST FRIEND that I ever had. I put lot of trust on him. Hope you are success!


If my life is still long, but I can't pregnant, I will just take adoption. I want to be a mother and make him/her study smart till he/she success and makes us(as mom and dad) proud. I love you all.


I guess that's all for now. Good bye. Love.

Wednesday, 13 April 2011

Speak Chinese Day

大家好!
你今天怎么?我真的很抱歉,我已经没有更新我的博客,因为天前。我和我的学校功课和项目忙碌。
今天是很累了学校。当天上午,我们对生物药物介绍。我们的主要话题是“Heroin“。我们这样做是非常好,我想,我需要提高自己的发音和词汇。
除了这些东西,我得到了满足艺术类教室了。老师不希望使用图书馆,因为我们是有关性能,我们希望会议期间作出的效能,节惊喜。噢,老师要求我玩的效能,钢琴。我不是专业!我不喜欢那些玩钢琴家钢琴。所以,我应该采取提供?..
下午,我上了有氧一些练习。有些人选择了知府要求成为明天的慢跑的领导者。所有学生将参加明天。
希望我们将尽我们的性能最好。



sorry if broken

Saturday, 9 April 2011

My new me? or is it just naturally me?

This few days, I come with a new life. I don't know if it was but I felt it was really different. Recently, I didn't talk a lot with my family, friends nor everyone. Yeah, maybe I talk to them but it just 5 times to 10. or  maybe, it could be lesser than that.


My kor nowadays is busy with his school work. I understand that. However, somehow I think it just a way to avoid me but, I shouldn't think like that. I believe at him. He is my kor and he needs time to be alone a.k.a without me. I am not his girlfriend therefore, I shouldn't put him in my cage. even though I miss talking to him, I should control myself.


I see people out there. Lot of things happened. People start new relationship, people breaking up, people dating, people alone, smile and laugh. I feels like, I am nothing. I don't know if broken up with my ex-boyfriend makes me didn't believe in love any more. I seems to be like, having nothing in my life. It just me and only me.


Yesterday CCA was very tiring. I come out with lot of sweats. I do none-stop playing. By the way, on our way to the Menglait's Complex, it was raining. So 4 of us were have to walk under the rain. Reach there, the court was full. So, other than fifah, we played at the side of the court. Because fifah join the other group to play. Then when they're done, 3 of us continue to play badminton at the court. And we win the match. so then the game continue. Then we were bored. So played with the Gang of Four. i didn't know, they're so pro. Oh yeah, the other boy, Alex, he was not deliberately hit me with the shuttlecock. Hais, Last time it was Ah wen now its Zhong Quan. >< why do they have to hit me ha?! ohkay. Forget those. Now I need some sleeeppp.


going to tuition later. bye-bye

Friday, 8 April 2011

Introduction

Hi everyone!
This is my new started story. I will start writing what I am doing for every daily life. Yet maybe, I will not be able to on line, but I will do the update the next time I had the free time. Actually it is not my first time to share about my story but now, I feel like I want to start a new one because my previous one, didn't reach to its achievements. I just hope everyone going to continue reading my story. I know it might be boring, but, this is my life. I would like to write all about my stories. There will be censored part. And some photo shot I've took or taken by other people that have connection with me.

Before I start anything, let me intro you guys with something.
I am Huahua (flower). I love xing xing (star).
Lot of confusion in my life.
Lot of stories.
Lot of  memories.
Yet, everything is learning.

I love music and most importantly,
I plays piano. I am not that pro but I am willing to learn it till I can play it professionally.
I love entertainment. 

Also, I love kids. They're cute, naughty, funny and yet they are awesome and adorable.
Sometimes, I am thinking to be a psychologist. I want to help those kids who needs me. And sometimes, I also want to be a business women. And yet, be a doctor. or, physicist. ;)

It's fun.
Hope you all wants to read my story and stay tune with it.
-with regards- Huahua