This few days, I come with a new life. I don't know if it was but I felt it was really different. Recently, I didn't talk a lot with my family, friends nor everyone. Yeah, maybe I talk to them but it just 5 times to 10. or maybe, it could be lesser than that.
My kor nowadays is busy with his school work. I understand that. However, somehow I think it just a way to avoid me but, I shouldn't think like that. I believe at him. He is my kor and he needs time to be alone a.k.a without me. I am not his girlfriend therefore, I shouldn't put him in my cage. even though I miss talking to him, I should control myself.
I see people out there. Lot of things happened. People start new relationship, people breaking up, people dating, people alone, smile and laugh. I feels like, I am nothing. I don't know if broken up with my ex-boyfriend makes me didn't believe in love any more. I seems to be like, having nothing in my life. It just me and only me.
Yesterday CCA was very tiring. I come out with lot of sweats. I do none-stop playing. By the way, on our way to the Menglait's Complex, it was raining. So 4 of us were have to walk under the rain. Reach there, the court was full. So, other than fifah, we played at the side of the court. Because fifah join the other group to play. Then when they're done, 3 of us continue to play badminton at the court. And we win the match. so then the game continue. Then we were bored. So played with the Gang of Four. i didn't know, they're so pro. Oh yeah, the other boy, Alex, he was not deliberately hit me with the shuttlecock. Hais, Last time it was Ah wen now its Zhong Quan. >< why do they have to hit me ha?! ohkay. Forget those. Now I need some sleeeppp.
going to tuition later. bye-bye
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